not much this week

well i'm now getting alot more adjusted to nights, and now feel like i have a bit of energy to do things.

have started to sort out alot of the ex's stuff in the garage - wells its been 3 years and after voicing it several times she has not come to collect it all. its sad in some ways because i know this stuff has memories in it for her but if she doesn't want it what can i do ? i have decided to keep some of the really special stuff and send it to her brother at some point, just to take some of the guilt away from me. however on a more positive note i'm really happy that its all going, i am sorting things to go to charity and recyling what i can - again just to make me feel alot happier.

its strange to see photos of this person who took me to the worst point in my life, after everything i think that i am really starting to let go of things now, if i see a photo all i can see is a person who i don't know - dunno if that makes sense, perhaps i thought that i knew her, however after everything that happened her true self came out and the person i thought i knew just disappeared.

oh well i can't say that i'm unhappy about it all as it lead me to meet sara, so i'm very happy about it in some respects.

again as i said earlier haven't done much with vinur this week, but we clipped him a week ago, for the third time in his life, the first time he was clipped he was very unsure and just let us do it, last year he wasn't happy about it, but this year it went extremely well.

we did lots of friendly with the clippers then did lots with the clippers on, and then slowly clipped him and retreated when he need us to. we started with the areas where he would be most happy with us clipping so his shoulders and neck (didn't do a full clip just the underside of the neck to his chest) then very slowly clipped his chest, he wasn't sure about this so i stopped and did lots of friendly and then back to friendly with clippers on.

it was a big thing for him as we got lots of chewing and we did what we could to reward him with lots of carrots, scratches and just nothing.

i think that we have hopefully set ourselves up for success for when we need to clip him again.

as for the rest of the week i did very little due to me being dead, however yesturday after a very normal horse car boot ( where i sold an old halter and rope before even getting it out of the car) we have introduced the yard owners 1 and abit colt in to vinurs field. the colt took alot of time to catch and to lead out the field (very little interaction with humans - something we hope to work on a little) and we introduced the two together we watched for quite some time vinur and this colt meet properly in a field and not over a fence. so now all fingers crossed that these two get on and vinur can help the colt with his insecure feelings.